Thursday, September 8, 2011

Moody Scribble

Do I really need to go through all this? My parents would never listen to my opinions or my feeling. They don't care how much I'd work had for a particular thing. All they care is if its something they can boast to their friend or not. I used to work very hard to please them. But now, I'd give up. I'd realise that no matter how hard I try, I'm still not the girl they want. And for my friends? They don't care about my feelings. They only want to befriend me when they need me. When I am of no use to them, they leave me. They don't think I'd notice. But maybe cause it's to obvious. They don't even know what I like or dislike, but had already claim that they are my best friend. Hell, I don't care anymmore. All I want now is to make sure that I can live happily ever after. If there's eveer such thing.....

Thursday, April 14, 2011

I feel so guilty...

I feel so guilty when my friend cried because of me... I was so busy chatting and loving with the new girl until I didn't realise that I had forgotten one of my friend... She was vey sad and moody the whole day... But when i asked her what happened, she didn't tell me... But when she did tell me, one day later, she broke into tears... She was afraid that I'll be to obese with the new girl and don't want to befriend her anymore... I was so shock!! I assured her that I wouldn't do so... She did not seems so convince... But at least she looks more happier now... I hope i won't commit the same mistake anymore... I really feel so guilty to know that I am the one who make her broke into tears... Sorry, XY... I'll try my very very best to be ur BFF... I promise not to make you cry anymore...

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

New friend!!

I am so happy.. A new student transfer from Convent to my class yesterday.. She is such a nice friends.. And she is sitting with us!! Now all four student in my row is Aquarius!! Thank God.. As He gave me a friend when one left me.. M really so happy!!><

Monday, April 4, 2011

Is this consider as a friend??

  Haha.. Its a long time since a post a new post... To cut the story short, recently, I am very dissapointed with one of my friend... We had been friends for about three years...
I know its not a long time, but still, I had put in alot of effort to maintain this friendship... But then, she suddenly request to switch class from the teacher without telling me... I don't know anything until I saw her in another class today... It feels so hurt... To be treat like this by a friend... I don't know what i did wrong to being treat like this... She won't tell...

  I just hope that I can survive this without any harsh word... I won't want to think bad of my friend... Even if she is my ex-bff...